I believe it, sometimes you just have to. Sometimes you just have to step out faith, laugh at the struggles in your life and simply just move forward. This has been the longest week of my life. I've cried so many tears, questioned God, and spent every single night stressed and restless just wondering why, why me, and why now? To top of one of the worst weeks of my life, I dropped and shattered my phone about an hour ago.
It's now Sunday night at 10:15pm, as I'm sitting here listening to church online more than ready to start fresh with a new week. Despite the most emotional week I've had in a long time, I'm still finding a way to stay positive and laugh at life. I know that I am not going through so many different things, feelings, and bad emotions all at the same time for nothing. I know that God has a plan and there is a reason and purpose for such a difficult week in my life.
Call me crazy but I am one who believes that right before something amazing or really good happens in your life you endure a period of struggle. Needless to say, with that being said I'm just patiently waiting on my blessing. If you don't stay positive that something good will come out of something bad, you will drive yourself crazy.
I never thought this week would end, but it has and I couldn't be happier to say goodbye and start fresh tomorrow. I will continue to stay strong and laugh my way through life.
Keep believing people, and believe with all your heart that the next few months of your life be a period of magnificent transformation.